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[link]If I happen to randomly burst into tears or do anything that seems unlike me the next few days... It's cause a very special friend and family member passed away today, my dog, Strawberry.
Strawberry was seriously my best friend when no one else was there for me, every time I was down, she'd make me smile... We grew up together for nearly 12 years (June 29th of this year would've marked her 12th year with us, she lived for a year as an outside dog in the woods until we went to get her, saw her in an ad in the paper on vacation about a 3 hour drive away from home)... Huh, funny that my dog happens to die in my most unlucky numbered year, and on Mother's Day, to boot...
It hurts to write right now, I feel completely empty and upset, another breakdown, perhaps? I just dunno how I'll be able to focus on school tomorrow, as I can't focus on anything at all right now, barely able to focus on this, I've cried every time I've thought about her the past nearly four hours since she died... Everyone tells me it'll be OK, but how can I be OK when my closest friend/family member has passed away?

I've never been one to fully recover from major events that happen in my life, that I know for a fact. Well, I guess I'll end this journal entry now with a goodbye to Strawberry, one of the greatest dogs anybody could ever wish for...